20 évvel ezelőtt találkoztam azzal a tudományos elmélettel, hogy a világunk holografikus szerkezetű és pont ekkor kezdtem bele a meditációimba. Eltelt 20 év, én 0-24-ben tudományos szemlélettel meditáltam, a tudomány pedig kezdi kezdi elfogadni a gyakorlatban is az elméletet. | I came across the scientific theory that our world is holographic 20 years ago and that's when I started my meditations. 20 years have passed, I have been meditating 0-24 with a scientific approach and science is beginning to accept the theory in practice.

Understanding the world

When you have your first spiritual experience, you immediately run into the first problem, which is that you perceive a collective world in your individual consciousness. But when you start to see in a larger perspective as an individual, your thinking remains individual all the time, while your consciousness slowly rises into the collective zone. The reason your thinking remains individual consciousness-based is because as an individual it is extremely difficult to understand the collective consciousness. However, any further questions that arise are immediately overshadowed by a sense of speciality and a sense of the power you have to gain an advantage over others in the game called Life.

Human society is based on the fact that there are specialities and there are experts. As your inner world comes alive, it's very hard to think that this information is very important to be careful with and almost everyone immediately turns to experts in the field. Usually because they don't know anything about it and can only find out from experts in the field. There are basically four main directions. Religion, psychology, esotericism and yourself. The credibility of religions is given by the traditions and the institutional system based on them, and the counterpoint is provided by the fallible priests. Psychology is the field of science that deals with this, it is still a young discipline and mostly treats the sharpening of the inner world as a disease. It is in the field of esotericism that the masters have emerged, setting up groups and balancing on the borderline of sectarianism. The fourth area would be the one that was originally the only area, but to do this, one has to step outside the templates that are the cornerstones of this civilisation.

What are these templates? When one comes into contact with spirituality, even at the level of interest, one immediately thinks of magic. However, it is worth clarifying the difference between magic and esotericism, as people confuse the two. Esotericism is when you look within yourself at yourself and your goal is enlightenment. Magic is when you look within yourself at the outside world and your goal is to enforce your intentions on others. The two can't really be separated at the collective level, where the individual is not understood, just as the individual doesn't understand the collective. When you look at others at the collective level, you are looking at yourself through the eyes of the collective. But if you look at the same from a lower perspective, or from outside, you see it as magic. Involving people from a lower perspective always carries a certain risk, because their accusations are rooted in ignorance, to which there is no higher perspective to respond. An excellent example of this is, say, talking to your environment about the sharpening of your inner world, which, say, changes your values and the importance of things they will see as making you crazy. Even if you tell them your experiences from your perspective, even a psychologist will not believe you if you prove it to them.

So it is a lonely way. But if it is a lonely path, what are people doing in esoteric groups, let alone church communities?

Man is a social being and does not like to be alone. But you can only do it alone. There is no other way than to do it as an individual. On this individual journey you have to gather for yourself what you need on the journey. Normally, everything will come to you, you just have to be prepared to receive it and be maturated for it. But this takes time in a hurried world. In the normal case, which is no longer a normal case in this world, you have two choices. One is to go to a deserted place and not return until you have the necessary initiations, which you call down for yourself. Which could be up to 15 years. The other is to shorten that time and copy for yourself the initiations that others already have. But if you're a beginner, you have no idea how to do this and if you start experimenting with it, you'll easily find yourself in the sights of those who are nowhere near beginners and part of a world full of things you don't know about either. And that world is full of temptations, enticement and sweet traps designed to get you into their sphere of influence so that they can use your energies to empower them. If you do so, you will stray from the individual path you started on, if you refuse, you will make resentful enemies who will use the Force against you.

From my own experience, I can tell you that what you read in the eso books is all true in the right interpretation. In fact, what successful entrepreneurs say is also true, that you have to believe in yourself even when faced with difficulties, keep going and success will not fail. But as a beginner, inexperienced and unprepared, it is not easy. Because the very first thing you have to do is to overcome fear. You will read a lot of what seem to be clichés in these eso books, but they lose their cliché character as soon as they are filled with content. This content, however, takes time, just as it takes time for the necessary layers to be applied and settle, so that the next layers can arrive and settle. If you do so, you will end up in an apartment after years (which for me is 20 years at the moment), out of the cycle of life, losing your connection, to which an enlightened one will say that once you have attained it, you no longer need either the connection or the illusions of the material world. Not a good advertisement for a beginner who sees in all this how and where his/her career is going.

I will tell you that the great spiritual teachers of history who descend for the benefit of humanity are all considered fools by those from whom they descend. In the same way that you are fooled by your buddies, just as after the first rise in visibility you are no longer interested in the cool things that were going on before. So what's the solution? The big question is who wants to come back and why? I heard a wise saying somewhere, good leaders are not driven by a lust for power. For example, I would be very disturbed if I were followed by veil-eyed crowds, it is not by chance that I took up Satan, although as a non-religious person that is not a problem for me anyway. But the veil-eyed masses are kept away regardless, if they knew the whole picture in the right spirit they would find nothing wrong with it. But at the vantage point where the masses are, Satan can be sold as a hoofed, brimstone-blowing, horned evil and here you can understand why anyone who would stoop to his level for humanity is looked upon as a fool. Nor is this descent necessarily understood as seeing him there, standing in the air, descending, but as his body being here, only his consciousness returning to the outside world.

But if you're a beginner, I think you're not so much interested in going down as you are in going up, and you haven't the faintest idea how to get started. I'll let you in on a big secret. People believe that there is the physical world and there is the spiritual world. Those who know the spiritual world better can break it down further. I argue that this is an anomaly and that the curriculum is flawed. The problem of the spiritual world, or anomaly, is caused by the fact that you have created another spiritual world outside of the physical world and perceive the two as one. So there is a spiritual world that only you alone can access within yourself and there is one created by human belief in the spiritual planes. And if you believe the two to be one, then what can happen is that if you believe a spiritual being that exists outside of you as a god, you can pretend to be someone else in your own world. 

When I perceived this problem, I approached it not as a problem, but as an opportunity, after I had become aware of the problems of the higher dimensional levels. My case is so unique that if I had to go back in time, my performance could not be replicated. In my past life I had some serious head injuries, after which I rearranged my consciousness so that the result was better than it was. This hardware tuning was followed by the first spiritual initiations, i.e. software tunings, and I happened to be the first person on Earth to reach the deep trans realm with my consciousness, surviving the rejected offended enemies. To feel and experiencing the problems of our world (and not just our world), only to spend years solving the problems of the higher dimensional levels with my logic-based rationality that suddenly emerged there, and the 3D timeline of my body sitting here. Then, at some point, I decided to suspend my work there and return to sort out my body's 20 years of multiplying problems. 

I'm basically an explorer, with a constructive and creative approach to the world. The big problem of coming back was how to provide the right spiritual background to support it. The solution was to make my own holo operating system that I would make so that others could use it and here again the solution is, if you want to meditate alone, which solution is best for you.
I mentioned above that the problem with the world is that there are actually two spiritual worlds that people think are one. But what makes it a problem what you believe? The answer lies in the hologram. Science has now reached the point where it has realised that the physical world is nothing but a gigantic hologram. What does this mean in spiritual and practical terms? This question reflects the two hemispheres of the human brain, which is the key to this whole issue.

In a spiritual sense, all questions are about God, but the problem is that each dimension means a different thing. One can generate a serious debate just by trying to define the concept itself. And then there are the atheists, which is a double twist to the story, because if you deny the existence of something, you are actually affirming it. Back then I started out with no evidence for it, but no evidence to the contrary. I think this is the real scientific approach and it can only be undertaken by a person who on the one hand is not baptised and on the other hand is seriously determined to get to the bottom of it.

If you start meditating alone and keep yourself outside the teachings of others, you will slowly realize that this question of God does not make sense as you have seen it in the world. The way you have seen this question in the world so far, it only makes sense if this sense is related to the second spiritual world. To that which man has created. But how can man create such a thing? By the fact that the hologram has a property, which I can best explain as what you believe you have. So the hologram is related to your belief. That means that it's not just the mind that interacts with it, or not just the rational hemisphere of your brain, but the intuitive hemisphere as well. The best proof of this is hypnosis, where if you believe that the coin in your hand is a glowing piece of metal, your hand will burn. A good example of this is walking on parry in counterpoint in team building training, where the opposite happens under the influence of belief. So faith is one of the keys to your relationship with the hologram. The other is knowledge. It is also the two that determine your place in the world.

If you burn your hand in hypnosis because you believe it is a glowing piece of metal, it is a direct confirmation of what some religions and philosophies of worldviews say, that our world is nothing but an illusion. If I were to translate that into the language of our world today, I would say that our world is nothing but a holographic video game that you live and play in. And this interpretation opens the way for you to sort out within yourself the problem of the two spiritual realities that are thought to be one. If you are looking for the first spiritual reality, you will find it within yourself alone. When I started to develop my own spiritual framework, I did not even touch this issue, all I did was to ensure that the second spiritual world could not interfere. But why and how was this second spiritual world created?

Imagine a player who gets into this video game forgetting everything about the world outside of it and knowing nothing about the game's features. This is exactly the situation of a newborn baby. But a newborn baby is born into a civilisation where the world is explained to it from an early age, and this is accelerated when the child goes to school. He/she has to learn a lot of things by the time he/she reaches adulthood. However, 90% of this knowledge is knowledge discovered by others, which he/she is forced to accept as fact and has no choice but to do so, because he/she has neither the time nor the capacity to rediscover everything that others have done before him/her over the centuries. There is no problem with this if it is done within the proven and controlled framework of science, but religion is a different matter. But how did religions evolve? By man of that time seeing, say, a flash of lightning, which they attributed to higher invisible forces, and what they believed about it, the hologram created for them. Because the hologram created it for them, they sooner or later became aware of certain laws, which then gave rise to complex religions. If you were to ask me if what the church says is true, I would say that if you believe it, it is true for you.

When you are born, you use the hemisphere of your brain that is wired to the intuitive channel. As an adult, you would call such a person a magician, and this is borne out by the atmosphere surrounding, say, native peoples who are said to have magical powers. But as soon as this child starts school, the other hemisphere slowly takes over. What happens then is that the brain cells that are associated with this magic power start to close and the cells that are needed to succeed in life and strive to be accepted by society open up. Nothing else happens as the hologram adapts to you and your intentions. If you're still reading this, it suggests that on the one hand you've started to take an interest again in the cells you locked yourself in as a child, and on the other hand you don't accept what you hear about spirituality through the institutions built up. But you don't know who is actually writing it out, you can only rely on your intuition, paradoxically using your intuitive brain. That is, you either believe it or you don't. That's how religions and holograms work. That's how this game called life works.

If you say that life is not a game, you are actually taking the game seriously. And if you say that life is a game, people will think you're not serious. This logical paradox will accompany you all the way, because if you take ascension seriously, it will go hand in hand with the diminishing importance of your rational brain, with the result that you become a child in an adult body. What is your natural reaction to this? You pretend to be an adult in the adult world, which means you lie. You fool them in order to avoid being disadvantaged because you start to deviate from the pattern that is considered normal by social consensus. You can pretend not to lie to them and give a big fuck what people think of you, but that only works in the comfort zone when you are already successful and not dependent on anyone. I would say, as some visionaries preach, that you can live a full life as a shop assistant, but that will not change a world led by people who have gained the power they need, mostly undeservedly.

There are basically three types of people. The first gets his special abilities from himself, the second gets them from others, and the third combines the two. If you acquire it yourself, it is rarely done in comfort, but it can be done if you are born into a wealthy family. By walking this path, you can look in the mirror at any time without being forced to suppress with unscrupulousness what you would otherwise see. You can say that you are walking the true path, but in doing so you must survive in a fractious, dishonest world. So that's where your energies go. And in the logo of Christianity, there is a warning of what awaits those who would preach this true way to others, which is not to be thought of! For religion, when it comes into contact with the earthly power, becomes the instrument of the second spiritual world, which does not tolerate the first in its world. And we have come to the second type of man, who gets his abilities from others, at a price. That price is yourself. You will have success, you will have power over others in an institutional system where death (and then, of course, hell) awaits you if you dare to question the institutional system and its leaders. And we come to the third type of person who does.

In my case, there was a big misunderstanding. It never occurred to me to be part of a spiritual community, I visited a few such groups as a beginner to gather data and evidence to decide if the whole esoteric world was fake. In the meantime, I went my own way and kept at it even when the master realized that his words he hadn't said at the beginning didn't lead to the acceptance he expected. But in hindsight, if events had not happened that way, I would never have learned spiritual warfare at that level and never have come close to the channels from which my consciousness was panic-fired into the unknown. Which I have come to know and have given the name of deeptrans. If I had a business card, I might as well write three things on it, which by the way mean one thing: dream researcher, death researcher, god researcher.

Upon my return, I began to feel more strongly the importance of things that had previously only been in the form of the civilizational stress of lack of income. There could be two paths before me, but I started out, as usual, on a third that I was treading. I could write damn good books, be famous in America, give lectures. But practice shows that even the most brilliant lectures are true, as the saying goes, that every miracle lasts three days. I could be a holy man with the level of dimension I have behind me, but the belief that the higher the dimension, the more intentions one can assert in the here and now is wrong. Or not quite wrong, because what you believe is what you have and that is the basis of this new path. With career prospects that I may be a national security risk, but believe me, everyone is better off if we prioritize diplomacy over combat. Because part of the reason for the misunderstanding may be that I understand the world much better than those who think they have it in the palm of their hands. In the next part I will deal with the restoration of the world, because there are players on the larger table in this game who understand this to mean the abolition of the physical plane.